heyhey everyone!!!!
wahahaha happy holidays! i can't believe its the march holidays already. it doesn't even feel like one, i know. what with all the tutorials, lecture tests and projects piling up threatening to ignite and explode if you don't touch them. plus i know most of us have cca and camps and extra lessons during this time too. I THINK THE SCHOOL IS TRYING TO CHEAT US OF OUR BREAK.
LOLS. but i hope everyone is having fun and loving their new schools! aiyahhh. i dunno lah. i feel very lonely in my new school cause my timetable is the screwed one, with lots of breaks in between then releasing us late, which is seriously ugh la. plus the fact that i cannot even have lessons together with my class due to our weird combinations, make us feel more like strangers than classmates. it just makes taking attendance easier. :/
and and and there's some breaks which i have to go alone cause there's no one else free at that same time. WHICH IS SUPER SAD I KNOWWWW. what a freaking loner right! everyone else seems to love their class except for me!!!!!!!!! which is argh!!!!
to tell the truth, my school isn't that bad la. cause the teachers are nice and the students there are friendly. i think its just me and my phobia of a new environment. it didnt help that i have econs tutorial with the ip students!!!! what the hell la. it just makes the disparity between the mainstream and the non mainstream all the more clearer. not that im saying that we suck, but i just cant help feeling that way.
i think the only positive thing that has come out of everything is my cca! which i shall not reveal here because im not about to reveal my identity. rofl. the only thing that i look forward to is the trainings laaaaaaaaaa. CAUSE MY TEAMMATES ARE SUPER NICE AND UNDERSTANDING. hahahaha.
and to the many many others who are going through a rough patch now, jiayou okay! (: teetwo will always be a tagboard away. hahah. pun intended. LOLS. no matter if you're in the midst of facing an identity crisis cause you're all alone in an affiliated school, or if the school is biased towards you, if the students there hate you, if your pw mates suck, or if no one else there welcomes you and you have to transfer to another school. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP AND FEEL ALL DEMORALISED OKAY! cause if it cannot possibly get any worser, than it will get better. (:
i miss you guys. ALOT. lovesssss times a freaking million!!!!!! <3
FROM THE ONE WHO IS FEELING EFFING IRRITATED CAUSE HE/SHE JUST REALISED THAT THERE'S CHEMISTRY MAKE-UP LESSON ON WEDNESDAY! ARGH.
goodbye and have a nice day clairvoians! :DDDDDD
Sunday, March 15, 2009
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